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Bruce Ellis
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I did not know Kevin Gobrecht personally but I know that my parents were
close to him. I remember one night when my mom called me from the races
and told me that she had new help in the WoO souvenir trailer and that it
was Kevin Gobrecht's girlfriend Bobbi Meyers. I knew Kevin by name and had
seen him many a time when I took a tour of the pits with Stevie but I had
never gotten the chance to get to know him and talk to him...that I
regret. I remember the night that we received the call that told us
that Kevin had passed on. My parents had come home to watch the Homecoming
game against our school biggest rival. It was unusual that my parents were
able to be home for Friday night games due to the fact that my dad's
presence was required at all of the races (he is the competition director
for WoO) but there was an exception this time. I remember my mom telling
me that they had received a call long after I had went to bed telling them
that Kevin had passed on. There are few times that can recall seeing both
of my parents cry but I remember seeing the tears silently rolling down
their faces that next day when they told me, I think that it hit my dad
the hardest. Though I had never gotten to know Kevin I felt my heart
breaking, for I knew what a great loss this was. My dad was required
to fly out to Nebraska the next day to inspect the car and determine what
had caused the death of this rising star and to figure out what could be
done to make sure that something like this never happened again. I think
that this was one of the hardest things that my father has ever had to do.
My mom called me that day to tell me that Bobbi had asked her to help
clean out the motor home and go with to meet Kevin's parents at the
airport. She told me that while cleaning out the motor home there
were times when Bobbi would just stop while holding something that had
been Kevin's and just cry. After I got off the phone that night I sat down
and cried for the first time. I realized that to me Kevin Gobrecht was
just a racer, but to some people he was everything and I couldn't imagine
what it must be like to have your whole world turned upside down in one
night. Ted had decided to hire Bobbi on to help in the trailer for the
rest of the season. I know that must have been hard for her continuing the
lifestyle that her and Kevin had once shared, but maybe it helped her to
feel close to him still. When my parents arrived home after that swing my
mom and I went out to eat and we had taken the Blazer (which was the
official pace car for WoO). I was in the car waiting for my mom to come
out. When she got to the blazer she got in and just sat there a minute
with tears in her eyes threatening to spill over. When I asked her what
was wrong all she said was I think I just saw a ghost. I didn't press her
any further at the time but when we arrived home I asked her what she had
meant by that and as we were walking in the house she showed me how the
Blazer still had the G-Man stickers on the side. I felt tears come to my
eyes as I looked at those stickers. I remember my mom and I talking about how Bobbi and Kevin had started looking at engagement rings shortly before he was killed. They had planned on getting married that November in Las Vegas. At the end of the season my parents came home for the winter and there wasn't much else said about Kevin's death. Then one February day my mom informed me that Bobbi would come to stay with us and travel with us in the summer. Over the next six months I got to know Bobbi rather well and considered her a kind of older sister. I remember one day we were sitting in the kitchen and somehow we got on the subject of her and Kevin and I inquired as to how her and Kevin met. After I got the question out I regretted it, I knew the wounds were still fresh and felt that I was wrong to ask, but Bobbi told me the story. I still remember the look in her eyes as she recalled all the fond memories that they had shared and I knew that though it hurt her, the memories of Kevin brought her great happiness also. Then she started to tell me about the night that Kevin had been killed. She told me how she had been working in the trailer that night and had went up on to of to watch Kevin race. Every person who is involved with or knows someone who races knows that it is bad luck to wear green to the race track and Bobbi told me that she had wore green that night....I remember how she looked when she told me that. She told me how she can still hear the cars and she can still see Kevin's car as it flipped, as she recalled all of this it just broke my heart. I knew that it was probably good for her to talk about all of it but I felt so bad. After we had finished our talk I went up to my room and laid on my bed and cried again. As soon as school let out for the summer I went to join my parents on the road. I worked in the trailer with my mom and Bobbi. We sold Kevin's memorial shirts and stickers in the trailer that summer. There were times when it all became just too much for Bobbi and she would go up into the office. At times like these we all just let her be...but there were times when I would go up to use the restroom and find her there crying. I would go over to her and wrap my arms around her and just let her cry. There was one time when she looked up at me with tears rolling down her cheeks and just said It still hurts so much...at that time I just broke down. We both sat there crying, her over her loss and me for the pain it caused her. Bobbi had a little pug named Senna that Kevin had gotten and they had named after a racer that had been killed...to me that dog was all that she had left of Kevin in this world. She took him everywhere with her and he never let her out of his sight. I think that Senna helped Bobbi get through that whole terrible ordeal, he helped her deal with the loss of her love. I know that Kevin was a great man though I never knew him personally I got to know him through Bobbi. What I learned from her as well as other people was that he was a sweet and caring man, it mattered not if you were his best friend or a total stranger he treated you with kindness and warmth that is rare to find in many people. His smile brightened up many people's lives and he had a great impact on so many, even those who had never had the chance to meet him. He will be missed by many and I know we will never forget him. For all of us with the World of Outlaws this loss is like the loss of a family member. He was a wonderful man and a very talented driver who accomplished so much. Given the opportunity I know that he could have become one of the greatest drivers sprint car racing has ever seen. We love you G-Man! God Speed! Stacey Jackson |